(Source: amargedom)
We as a society no longer take chances or risks, we simply stay in routine due to our fear of change. This fear of change keeps the number of leaders in our society to a minimum. When people see a leader the fear takes over, they find any possible way to turn leaders in to followers. I see this happen more commonly in my generation, the young minds in my generation are weak. Everyone acts a certain way due to the people they hang out with thus forth turning them to a follower.
I am myself, I am a leader, I am a visionary
Last night I had a dream… Its weird because I never dream… Well I saw a couple they had the happiest lives in the world. They were perfect for each other… Finally I saw the mans face and saw myself but I could not see hers… Towards the end of the dream Me and her laid down in bed… Next thing I know I woke up in my room thinking she was right next to me…
I remember when I was growing up, when you said “I love you” it meant something. And now days everyone says it to anyone. No body really means it any more, its a shame really. I remember when I was little and I would see the older kids in relationships, they actually looked happy. But us, our generation looks fake. Eventually the words “I love you” will loose its meaning, just like how “Will you marry me” lost its meaning.
People aren’t afraid of the darkness or what could be lurking in it. The sense of not being able to see, not being able to know is what terrifies them. For some strange reason everyone in this world has that natural instinct to learn and see. But for once imagine what the world if we didn’t have that instinct. Lets take away the technology, the medicine and the weapons. Lets step out of our safe light and enter the darkness to realize how our world could be different. Without the technological advances we have, we wouldn’t be wasting our time on “FaceBook” or “Twitter.” We would be out side doing something useful, something active. Technology made humans fat and lazy. Now lets take away the medicine. Medicine keeps us weak, its what keeps humans from taking the next step of evolution. Medicine is keeps the Weak strong and the Strong weak. Sicknesses were made for a reason and its was to take away the weak and make the strong stronger. Now taking away the weapons is simple, it means No War. Weapons will not take away violence but it will keep issues from escalating, prime examples 9/11 and The Nuclear bombing of Hiroshima/Nagasaki. The light showed us the path to righteousness but tell how much of the things you do and see is righteous? We had two ways to live, in the light of day or in the dark of night. I believe we choose the wrong time to live.
I never wanted to be the person I am, I never wanted to be a fuck up. I never pictured me doing half the things I do in a day. My parents don’t know what to do with me, my friends show me the wrong way and I myself is to clueless to figure out what to do. I tried to be a good kid, I tried to be a smart kid and I even tried to be the perfect kid. But no matter what I try to be I always end up back to being the fuck up. Every now and again I try and quit the things that I’m doing but some how they have their ways of sneaking back into my life. I’m disappointed when I look back at my life. I use to be an honors student, a football star, a track star, an artist and now I’m just another fucking kid making lyrics no one will hear. I got two more years of school, its time for me to step it up…
The one thing I miss from my Middle Skool relationships are going to the park with the gurl I was currently dating and just having a chill relax day. We didn’t need anything else but each other, and maybe some money for food. But now that I’m in High Skool the gurls want more then they need or deserve. They always saying “Willie lets go to the movies then dinner but is it alright if a couple of my friends come?” And of course I’m going to say yes, but now its not gonna be just “Me and Her” its gonna be “Her and Them”… Middle Skool relationship were simple and easy, the relationship could only be a couple days old and you would feel love. Maybe one day I’ll find a gurl that got me feeling like I did in Middle Skool, that Middle Skool Love…
I never understood why the gurls who are beautiful inside and out, date guys who just hurt them or make the gurl degrade herself. I mean ladies why would you keep going out with a guy who keeps breaking up with you. Why would degrade yourself and suck a dudes dick. Thats the worst thing you can do because he gonna tell everyone he knows then they gonna call you a slut. I’m just saying why waste time on dudes who never had a deep thought in their life…
